By St_Lucifer on August 22nd, 2008 (more posts by author)

For the last seven days I have been on the most soulcrushing downswing I have ever experienced... I am down 100 buyins at the 4.40/180s and I really want to just throw up. I will start out sessions playing very solid and after getting fucked in the ass time after time, I start to tilt and I have to quit. This is really quite ridiculous since I have tried to make the 180's my specialty.

Ive taken breaks, monitored and improved my play, studied, sent money to Kidpoker and im still getting shit-on in a serious way. I really dont know what to do but keep playing and getting more and more depressed. I cant wait until I look back at this entry and try to feel the emotions I feel now. Its friday and I need to get drunk. but first im going to cry

peace rags